Lifestack
A lifestack is a list of things that help manage my life. These things can range from consumption items to tools, from digital projects to foundational principles of how to operate in private and public spheres. Jack Baty has an excellent model here. I’m not sure if he originated the name, but I can’t seem to find earlier references. Ron Guest has an interesting lifestack on his website, one that Jack Baty also inspired. Obviously a public-facing lifestack must omit a lot, but I like sharing my server setup and outdoorsing self.
Computing
All of my computing machines have hostnames based on various literary and mythological owls. My main production machine is named after a Welsh strigiformean goddess, my Mactop after a witching owl of the Hispanic Southwest, one node of my home server after Ascalaphus (who was buried under a rock by Demeter but freed by Heracles, only to be changed into an owl by Demeter again), and another node after Blodeuwedd, turned into a gwdihŵ by Gwydion.
Main production machine: Arianrhod
- Lenovo ThinkStation P300 with 32 GB RAM
- Arch Linux with Hyprland; Doom Emacs and Neovim as coding and writing platforms
- An adjacent lava lamp and ceiling projector of the Milky Way to perform vibemaxxing
Laptop 1: Cailleach
- Lenovo Thinkpad T440p with 16 GB RAM and Intel i5
- Runs StumpWM with very minimal configuration; Qutebrowser; Emacs-focused
- Used to run OpenSUSE Tumbleweed on this machine; missing a home at present (July 2024) for OpenSUSE, which I like quite a bit
Laptop 2: Lechuza
- Macbook Air 13 Inch 2020 model — showing its age
- Runs macOS Sequoia
I have an updated Macbook Air for my teaching income stream, and while IT is generous with giving us admin privileges (mostly), I keep it completely separate from my other work areas. I call it waterfowl, gesturing to my workplace and the general avian theme across my machines. It is connected to my other machines with a Syncthing instance to syncronize my ~/org directory and is included on my tailscale.
E-Reader
- Kobo Elipsa
- Kobo Stylus
I use the Beta browser to connect to my Calibre server. I find the 10.3 inches on the Kobo Elipsa sufficient for most PDFs. I prefer Kobo given its native support of ePubs.
Apple iPhone 13
- Runs iSH, Working Copy, and Scriptable for little projects and access to home servers on the go
- Möbius Sync to ensure some level of syncing consistency with rest of my tailscale
- Plain Org and Beorg for Org file editing and calendar integration
- Flat Habits for mini-habits
- Journelly for excellent notetaking on the go — seriously, Álvaro Ramírez makes some wonderful apps.
- Health tracking habits with varying degees of (frustrating non-)integration, including Renpho, Welch Allyn, and Garmin Connect
Home server
Inevitably, the home server cluster is called Parliament.
Ascalaphus
- Apple Mac Mini with 16 GB RAM
- Headless Proxmox runs a variety of LXCs (NocoDB, Jellyfin, and Calibre among them) and a couple of VMs (Home Assistant and Proxmox Backup Server)
- Proxmox Backup Server runs as VM within main Proxmox cluster (will change this someday to separate host)
- Mirrored ZFS setup with a slightly more dynamically accessed zfslager (after the German beer and above-ground storage; two mirrored 4TB disks) and the slightly more immutable zfskeller (after a German cellar for storing things, including ISOs, in the subterranean dark; two mirrored 12TB disks)
- Runs an SMB share directly from my ZFS pools
Blodeuwedd
- HP 600 G2 Micro Computer Mini Tower PC (Intel i7, 32 GB RAM, 512 GB SSD)
- Second node in same Proxmox cluster
- Serves as main Docker machine: Runs about 20 useful containers, from Paperless-ngx to Pinchflat, from Fasten to FreshRSS
Glimfeather
- Raspberry Pi 3B with DietPi
- Runs a PiHole and Technitium DNS
- Third node in Proxmox cluster (to achieve quorum)
Local backup
I back up the ZFS pool zfslager to a 4TB disk using proxmox-backup-client and a script set to --change-detection-mode=metadata
, which speeds up the process. The deduplication offered by PBS is fantastic. I back up the ZFS pool zfskeller to a 12TB disk using the same method. Both have onsite and offsite backups, some encrypted and air-gapped, so that I don’t lose the data in a zealous moment of bad scripting or let the blackhats do their thing.
General computing services
- Syncthing: For me, an indispensable tool to keep my Org files, articles, and other major documents aligned across my server nodes, production machines, phones, and other devices
- Amazon S3 Glacier storage
- Backblaze for quicker retrieval
- Startpage and DuckDuckGo: So-so replacements of another graph and tree-climbing distributed computing system
- Dropbox: Still in use for ease of file and directory sharing with others not invested in the self-hosting universe
- Bitwarden Premium: Passwords, yes, but also attachments and sharing of sensitive information
- 2FAS Auth for two-factor authentication
- YouTube Music (replaced Spotify Premium to simplify subscriptions; just an extension of YouTube Premium): For Mexican Doomer, double B-sides, and Alice Coltrane deep cuts. But mostly to play “Black Sail” by Chastity Belt over and over. Really, though, I support something like SoundCloud for Artists at real scale, not as a penny-in-the-bucket gesture — or a concept like MIDs to reinforce data dignity, benefit sharing, and biological realism for all creative types.
General software
Emacs
My digital life revolves around Org Mode. I keep things “simpler” these days by using Doom Emacs. I used to tinker a lot instead of doing linguistic research.
I do most of my programming in Emacs, too. Mostly Python, C, several scripting languages, and the occasional Common Lisp or Emacs Lisp.
I publish my private Zettelkasten-esque/Evergreen notes using Hugo. I used to use Org Mode’s publishing system, but its image handling is just too poor for my taste, and I got tired of screwing around with absolute and relative links.
My public website is static and built with Hugo. Tailwind CSS facilitates the fun stuff, but most of the content files are written in Org syntax (and some, like this one, in Markdown). Almost all of the pushing, pulling, and gnashing of Git teeth happens in Emacs. It’s Magit.
- Citar: For bibliography management and reference insertion into Org Mode
- Org Chef: For recipe capture and storage
- Org Journal: For dailies, fleeting notes, and snippets
- Org Modern: To make things more pretty and professionaler
- Denote: For shaping notes into seedlings and evergreens, along the lines of Andy Matuschak’s Evergreen note-taking system; has replaced Org-Roam for me
Configuration tools
- Chezmoi: Dotfiles management that works really well once one wraps one’s head around its arcana
Security tools
- Mullvad VPN: To fo(o|i)l no one, on some level, but still the best commercial VPN in my view
- Tor: I used to be in a band called Stealing Jokes. We were always on tor.
- GPG
- Keychain and keychain-environment for loading keychain environment variables into Emacs
- Bitwarden, Veracrypt in certain cases, and encryption of certain drives
Server services & software
Audiobookshelf: Self-hosted audiobook and podcast server
Calibre Web: Excellent uploading and metadata management of an e-book collection
Home Assistant: Runs my security cameras at home and does some other important Smart Home stuff without the involvement of Sting
Kavita: A nice accompaniment to Calibre Web; provides an interface for comics and manga (which I’m not super into at all), as well as providing support for other libraries
Immich: An extraordinary photo and video management system; ought to be purchased
Homebox: A promising home-oriented inventory system that is simpler than IT-based alternatives
Paperless-ngx: Excellent digital document management; has iOS app that makes life incredibly easy; includes a Gmail macro that lets me tag certain emails with attachments and pull them in to my records; intrigued about its “AI” extensions (can we just say advanced pattern matching and transformer modeling?)
Dockge: Amazing Docker container management if you want a little GUI now and then
Komodo: Used sparingly and prefer Dockge, to be honest; still a great piece of software
Portainer: Read-only and, honestly, not something I use at all except for the occasional “health” check
Fasten: Very promising self-hosted medical records system; needs work and would not say I’m committed to it yet
Maybe OS: Very promising wealth tracker; remains in development
RPi Monitor: For giving some static stats on my RPi; useful sanity checker (despite the fall in reputation for Raspberries, I love that little guy)
Lubelogger: Stores vehicle notes and maintenance records; woefully incomplete on my end and likely think Paperless-ngx can handle what it does
Koillection: Alongside Homebox, lets me store analog lists of household items
Navidrome: Personal streaming service; great way to play the burned CDs of yesteryore
Pinchflat: A YouTube media manager (downloads videos from playlists so they’re never lost)
Linkwarden: Decent replacement for things like Pocket (which I only used briefly); a self-hosted bookmarks manager (needs better external apps, though)
Kiwix: Lets me access some seriously large systems with gigantic downloaded files (Wikipedia, Project Gutenberg, Khan Academy) in a completely self-hosted environment
FreshRSS: A very well-designed RSS and Atom feed aggregator
Former items that I no longe really use (but still see as good pieces of the self-hosted universe): Grocy, Webmin, Photoprism, Calibre Server
Other stuff
- Affinity Pro
- iMovie: A Cupertino product I quite like; I do use Openshot and Kdenlive within Linux
- Neofetch like once a year when I break my installation and need visual reassurance that I have a pretty system
- RadarScope
- VLC: One of the best pieces of software from one of the most selfless developers on Earth
- Visual Studio Code
- WTF: Not used to any degree anymore, but I like the concept.
- Zotero with several plugins to facilitate Org Mode integration: 1000s of articles from various stages of my intellectual life (linguistics, German, mathematics, but increasingly newspaper articles that need a memory hole)
Website
- Main public-facing workspace is called Phantisocracy (you’re on it). The word itself is an intercalative blend from a neologism coined by Coleridge for his utopian scheme devised with Robert Southey.
- It’s built with Hugo, Org Mode, Tailwind CSS, and a smattering of Javascript. Netlify serves it; Github hosts it.
Fitness
- Garmin Instinct 2 Solar for in-depth daily health, sleep, and fitness tracking, as well as advanced use on backpacking expeditions
- Renpho Elis 1 Smart Body Scale for weight tracking and estimations of body fat and other measures
- Welch Allyn blood pressure monitor
Hiking & backpacking
I favor a semi-light approach to backpacking: influenced by ultralight principles but not beholden to them. Leave no trace and stay off the wildflowers.
Bags
- Deuter ACT Lite 65+10: Specialized backpacking, international travel, or hostel-style backpacking (discountinued model; now the Aircontact Lite)
- REI Co-op Trail 40 Pack: UL expeditions and day hikes
Shelter and sleep
- Six Moon Designs Lunar Solo (26 oz) as main UL tent (trekking pole setup)
- REI Co-op Magma Trail Quilt 30: I enjoy a quilt with a sleeping pad and pillow, even in UL settings.
- Zero-degree UL sleeping bag for winter and late-season camping
Water and food
- Tiny MSR stove and 500 mL titanium cup for all food needs
- Katadyn BeFree: Main water filtration workhorse
- Katadyn Hiker Microfilter: Alternative pump water filter system I have used
- Portable Aqua chlorine dioxide tablets or Katadyn Micropur M1 tablets for additional or back-up method of filtration and disinfection. I dislike the term purification in these settings as that normally involves more steps.
- Nalgene bottles and gas station water bottle (1 liter)
- Dehydrated foods of various sorts; calorie-dense bars; nuts; dehydrated blueberries and cherries
- A rope system for keeping food raised at night; bear canister in limited but necessary circumstances
Clothing and footwear
- Trail runners (in lieu of backpacking shoes, in most cases)
- Waterproof socks and waterproof boots if on marshy trails wtih lots of stream crossings (such as the Uintas)
- Merino wool base layer
- Black Yak hiking pants, rain jacket
- Hiking pants with removable shins (REI)
- Buttoned and non-buttoned hiking shirts (REI)
- Merino wool socks
- Anti-microbial underwear
Ditty bag
- Curated first-aid kit: ibuprofen, anti-diarrheals, prescriptions, super-glue, KT tape; Israeli bandage (kept on outer part of pack)
- Working on getting a knock-off epi-pen — a small fear is suddenly becoming allergic to bees in the middle of some Uinta basin
- Spoon with spork feature
- Backyard bidet, trowel, hygiene gear
- Emergency items (mirror, foil, cordage, emergency blanket, matches, whistle, fire-starting hacks, fishing line and hooks)
Knives
- L.T. Wright GNS Saber: Workhorse bushcraft knife
- Victorinox Swiss Army knife for simple outdoor tasks
Saftety and navigation
- Bear repellent (not taken every trip; responsive to conditions)
- Garmin inReach Mini (with flexible subscription)
- Suunto A-30 compass
Home
- Yamaha acoustic guitar from my dad and sister; I like to plunk on it after work.
- Casio PX-870 Keyboard with 88 Velocity-Sensitive Keys: My wife is a very good piano player, and I like to play, too.
- Audio Technica LP120 (from 2006) with a cheap set of speakers and mixer. Some favorite vinyls in my very modest collection:
- The Beatles Love Songs (scratched and warm and a little lumpy around “You’ve Got to Hide Your Love Away”)
- The Copland Album (Prairie Night from Billy the Kid is still one of my favorite stretches of American melody)
- Switched-On Bach (a replacement of an original that I beat up in the 1980s and once tried to fix by rubbing school paste in the grooves; I was eight)
- A Love Supreme
- Eden (Talk Talk)
- Con Todo el Mundo (Khruangbin)
- Ravel: Bolero – Ma mère l’Oye – Pavane pour une infante défunte – La Valse
- 아침이슬 (Morning Dew, a double vinyl by Yang Hee-Eun released in 1987)
- Seagull Music (from my mom’s classroom)
- Hakko soldering station
- Various Arduinos
- Roku Onn Smart TV: Dumb, likely listening, and the spy-iest thing I probably have
- Entertainment: Netflix, HBO Max, YouTube, Amazon Prime Video, Jellyfin to serve personal collection
- A pared-down set of bookcases with analog curios
- AKORN Kamado Charcoal Grill, Sapphire (housewarming gift from my dad)
- Vermiculture and composting system (perhaps I need a gardening section on here or another section of this site someday)
Social media presence
An admonition for myself from someone I admire, Jaron Lanier:
To free yourself, to be more authentic, to be less addicted, to be less manipulated, to be less paranoid … for all these marvelous reasons, delete your accounts.
― Jaron Lanier, Ten Arguments for Deleting Your Social Media Accounts Right Now
- Facebook: Techincally exists, but deactivated for a long time
- Github: Most of my projects are now private. I also have Gitlab and self-host a gitlab-esque system.
- Instagram: Currently private, focused mainly on hiking. I wish there were a way to cultivate microblogging that had the same density of followers. Why I should care about this is another question; it probably means I remain in a fuzzy space about my online and offline identity, I guess. Instagram is currently owned by Meta, and I think it’s a noxious spy and algorithm manipulator, but I see some beautiful content here. I have not been able to pull the plug yet.
- Twitter/Slightly Thicker U+ID54F: I don’t post or like anything at all. I occasioanlly tune in and enjoy a couple of interesting accounts.
- Slightly more decentralized platforms: I never post on Bluesky, but I have several people I followed over to the site from the other site. I also have a Mastadon mostly as a name placeholder, but I have never used it. These alternatives may have some architectural virtues, but they have significant and, in my view, irretrievably unworkable problems of their own, none of which I will discuss on a public-facing website.
Edification
Knowledge management
Digitally, I use Denote, Journelly, Org Journal, Citar, Calibre, and Zotero to take notes, insert references, and organize sources.
I use a Moleskin to take analog notes, daily. These are considered fleeting but many get integrated into my monthly Org Journal file.
I take longer fleeting notes within Org Journal and Journelly. Some become seedlings, which can eventually grow into “evergreens” (using Andy Matuschak’s terminology and method). Not all of these become public, but some are edited and placed on the Articles section of Phantisocracy.
Daily short-form entries are called “Facta diei,” and I have been consistently taking these since early 2022. It’s a short diary format that lists out my daily actions. It was actually inspired by George Harrison’s diary style in the late 1960s, with this humorous and curious entry the stand-out inspiration (“left the Beatles”):
When I was 12 or so, I began learning an alphabetic shorthand called Speedwriting (though I think I may have dabbled in Stenoscript, too, at some point). I use a bastardized version of this in my Moleskin and on other analog sources, though I’m very rusty and only use a subset of the possibilities.1
YouTube channels
I subscribe promiscuously under a pseudonymic account. Some interesting ones that I’m comfortable sharing publicly:
- 2hearts1seoul: My wife and I love their videos of Seoul and Nova Scotia.
- The Bear Essentials: Bushcraft without the nonsense
- 3Blue1Brown
- Blogothèque
- Collative Learning: Fascinating analyses
- DW Deutsch: Ja
- Nahre Sol
- Nerd of the Rings: Savo ’lass a lalaith.
- ReWildUniversity
- Rirang on Air: Enthusiastic eating and no-frills camping
- uzbek life: Koreans living in Uzbekistan
Podcasts
Not a huge fan of podcast culture, but these are ones I’ve had acquaintance with in the past. I listen to Deutschlandfunk quite a bit, but my experience with it feels more like listening to the radio from another era.
- Close Readings with Kamran Javadizadeh: Gillian White on Elizabeth Bishop is great; Johanna Winant on Dickinson’s “My Life had stood — a Loaded gun” changed my thinking about that difficult poem.
- Deutschlandfunk: Hintergrund
- Deutschlandfunk: Der Tag
- The History of English Podcast: Nū scylun hergan hefaenrīcaes Uard, / Metudæs maecti end his mōdgidanc …
- Revolutions: From the Levellers and the dust of 1848 to the twentieth century.
Everyday carry (EDC)
- A small cross-body Samsonite shoulder bag for city shopping and (sub)urban existence
- A green Maxpedition Medium Fatty Pocket Organizer
- Emergency blanket
- Battery charging pack
- USB cables
- Pens, mechanical pencil and mechanical pencil lead
- Band-Aids and other basic first-aid items; flossers; toothpaste
- Cash in several currencies; some inscrutable copies of keys and the basic documents of a functioning citizen in a functioning democracy
- Backup prescription pills
- Emergency cloth tablets
- Moleskin notebook (small)
- Prescription sunglasses because I’m too scared of contact lenses
- Sunscreen
I’m aware that actual psychophysical experiments have been run on various shorthand systems and that the results are highly mixed with regard to which system is best in terms of speed, comfort, coverage, capacity for re-transcription, etc. My interest at the time was simply to learn something new, and the way Speedwriting resembled longhand appealed to me, as opposed to, say, Gregg. The nerds on the /r/shorthand subreddit have some interesting discussions on the issue of speed, complexity, and recall. One of the commenters asserts that “The slow-motion film experiments that were done with Gregg proved that shorthand writing speed is governed by how quickly you recall the rules and construct the outline in your brain,” contesting a more simplistic view that a 50% reduction in word length correlates with a 50% in writing time. ↩︎